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Friday, March 02, 2007
1:29 PM
i'm simply not myself.....
getting really emotional each day. sigh.
pls. im not asking for sympathy but juz needa a listening ear.
i quarrelled wif my mama
and she hasnt been toking to me since mon night.
it started wif juz a remark made by me: can yoo pls rem to close the windows before going outta? it's raining heavily and caused e room to be flooded when i reached hm.
i wasnt meant to be agitated or rude wen i said tat? didnt even wanted to state any comments but i wasnt myself lately.
she started her naggings and even picked up a fight wif my dad.
seriously, i dont wan to hear all the screaming and yelling everyday. is really killing me, dont yoo ppl get it?
ya, i was wrong to bring up e word: DIVORCE! sorry but...
i dont wished to see all this pulling through for so long.
quarelling,
yelling,
picking up a fight,
complaining,
naggings. I HAV IT ALL ENOUGH. GIVE ME A BREAK!!!
yoo said yoo wan a divorce all along then y aint yoo doing it?
yup,
obviously i dont wan such ending. who wans it?
maybe yoo're afraid tat i hav nth in e end..
dont yoo worry, im mature enough.
i'm working for myself all along, not getting any cents from yoo coz i knew i can rely on no one in e family.
never did i know yoo asked me to SHUT UP AND IT'S NONE OF MY BUSINESS, ASKING ME NT TO INTERFERE!!!
but tis's also my home, my family.
y muz yoo sound lyk i'm a burden to yoo all dese yrs.
yes i do gree: i'm nt as smart as my sista,
nt as capable as her..pls do not compare me wif her coz i'm juz one human being, imperfect.
i didnt force yoo to bring me to tis world, yoo made me ur child and now i hav to face all these shits wen i noe nothing at all. plss.
it seemed tat i caused all these to happen esp on mon night.
fcuk. im nth but trouble, everyone hates me for nth.
call me an actress, im acting to be cheerful each day..hidding all my feelings and emotions.
trust me, i'll break down eventually. sorry and thx for listening buds!

only chocolate and ice-cream could save my day.
a good year for dragons in regardless of love, family, health and careeer: BULLSHIT!