Sunday, February 11, 2007
5:04 PM
emo-tic.
yup, im trying to say emo*
really hate it...sigh.
if yoo were me, yoo'll noe e reasons. life isnt fair at all. fcuk.
sigh i shall nt be vuglar.
do yoo understand how is it lyk when yoo're alone, feeling so down and nobody's around.
WADEVER LAH. arghh.
wthhhhhh. i needa work on VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!! sigh...no partner though.
im gonna be a workaholic next week. working from wed to sun straight :(((
wad to do?
for e sake of $$$$,
for e sake of preventing myself from thinking abt all e SHITs,
for e sake of being e way im,
for e sake of thinking abt yoo having fun wif ur partner.
really thank myself for working so hard to prove tat im happy wif my life.
but i'm blaming myself for my life's so-oo plain.
i worked with my blood n sweat yet who noes...
who gave me any allowances? no one.
plssss stop all this SHITs, seriously i hate all of yoo tat spoiled my life.
tired...had enough!!!
y muz yoo bring me to a world of misery?
mum, im nt blaming yoo but myself for being a failure.
y didint i born to be smarter?
yes, im seriously a slow freaking idiot wif no brains. i didnt think abt my future, always slacking and playing around...didnt get serious when i'm supposed to.
sorry for tat.
seriously, i didnt do anything tat's really proud...
now tat i'm in ITE, dosent mean IT'S THE END FOR ME.
dont wished to be here....
cant find any positive thoughts to make me stayed.
will yoo allow me to die peacefully?
TOTAL ECLIPSE OF THE HEART (Bonnie Tyler )
Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming around
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit restless and I dream of something wild
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit helpless and I'm lying like a child in your arms
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit angry and I know I've got to get out and cry
Turnaround, Every now and then I get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together
We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time
I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks
I really need you tonight Forever's gonna start tonight
Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love But now I'm only falling apart There's nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart Once upon a time there was light in my life But now there's only love in the dark Nothing I can say A total eclipse of the heart
Turnaround bright eyes
Turnaround bright eyes T
urnaround, every now and then I know you'll never be the boy you always you wanted to be
Turnaround, every now and then I know you'll always be the only boy who wanted me the way that I am
Turnaround, every now and then I know there's no one in the universe as magical and wonderous as you
Turnaround, every now and then I know there's nothing any better and there's nothing I just wouldn't do
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
Turnaround bright eyes, Every now and then I fall apart
And I need you now tonight
And I need you more than ever
And if you'll only hold me tight
We'll be holding on forever
And we'll only be making it right
Cause we'll never be wrong together We can take it to the end of the line
Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark
We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks I really need you tonight Forever's gonna start tonight Forever's gonna start tonight
Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I'm only falling apart
There's nothing I can do A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there's only love in the dark
Nothing I can say A total eclipse of the heart
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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? (Celine Dion)
Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever walked on air, ever
Felt like you were dreamin'
When you never thought it could
But it really feels that good
Have you ever been in love?
Have you ever been in love
You could touch the moonlight
When your heart is shooting stars
You're holding heaven in your arms
Have you ever been in love?
The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go I know...
Have you ever said a prayer
And found that it was answered
All my hope has been restored
I ain't looking anymore
Have you ever been... Some place that you ain't leavin'
Somewhere you gonna stay
When you finally found the meanin'
Have you ever felt this way? The time I spent waiting for something
That was heaven sent
When you find it don't let go I know... Have you ever been in love?
You could touch the moonlight
You can even reach the stars
Doesn't matter near or far
Have you ever been in love? Have you ever been in love? So in love
